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When it’s started, all of the crowds were bulldozing
When it’s ended, some of the crowds were still tundering
There is only dim
The light is still approaching
The darkness is there, but no one realized it
There is something ticking
Waiting to be stopped
Eyes are everywhere, ears are everywhere, lips are everywhere, thoughts are just not there
The drama isn’t over yet
But everybody has turned arround
The music is still playing
But everybody is just wont listening
Back to the crowds, chuckling?
When i was a kid, i used to think that there is no bigger problem than a broken toy,after i grew up in high school, i used to think that there is no bigger problem than not passed a class, but now i keep thinking of those problems in my head, just to make me smile.
When we were a kid, we used to play all the time, and when we were in a high school, we used to play when we should not, but now, playing is a necessity to keep us living.
When i was a kid, there were plenty of activities that i cant do, when i was in a high school, there were many activities that i did, but they were wrong, now, those activities are felt less harder to do, but more often not to do.
Those phrases i wrote when i was sleeping at one night. I forgot when it was, but one thing i can be sure of, i didnt know if i was writing at that night. I just looked at my handphone at the morning, and those phrases was on my draft. Funny experience huh?
Do you ever feel powerless of what happen around you? Do you ever feel like everyone left you behind and can not do anything about it? Haha, it’s ironic actually, because i am pretty sure that everything is happened for a reason. But its not the ironic part, the ironic part is before the feeling came, there was a chance not to get that feeling, (if you know what i am talking about).
Its just my personal opinion which is based on experience actually, but i just would like to share it here, hehe. When everyone else are able to do what they should to at that time and we are not, it’s sucks, really sucks. When we are not doing anything while everyone is doing something, maybe we are wondering what is it and why are they doing it? But, the problem is, when the thing is a task which everyone should do, but to someone, the result will not be felt as soon as the other’s. So, meanwhile they are doing something, can we do the same thing? Or we are just looking, staring, and fooling around?
It’s started when i failed a class because of my negligence, i was down and didnt know what to do. But it’s just one day, after that day, i realized there are so may things else that i can do bestly despite of that. I told my father, and as usual, he replied my words with greater ones. Some of his words which i can remember is saying “For me, failure is not a taboo but fail after a maximum fight will be more honored than fail by negligence” and “Please always remember that people normally ‘slip’ due to a small pebble stone instead of a big rock. People normally have pain at the eyes ( ‘kelilipan’ ) because of a tiny dust instead of a big stone”.
Those words are really meaningful for me, and its really able to boost my performance. We can do the same thing and even anything as we want to. Moreover, we have more time to do anything which can make ourself useful. So, are we just looking, staring, and fooling around?
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1. I dont like cockroaches.
The “best” position of a cockroach is when it turn it’s body and when i can see it’s feet and stomach.
2. I dont like festivity.
Crowded places really make me dizzy and uncomfortable. This is one of the reasons why i also dont like nightclubs.
3. I really like to sleep.
I consider sleeping is one of my hobbies. I really enjoy sleeping even i know sleep too much is like wasting times.
4. Snake is my favorite animal.
It has a beautiful body and i just like it. I want to have it as my pet but havent realized yet. It can moves smoothly because it has no feet.
5. I like the gasoline’s smell.
When i was at gas station, usually i get out of my car just to smell the gasoline. But in Indonesia, i only like the premium’s smell. Because i think pertamax’s smell is too strong for my nose.
6. Giving apologize is very hard for me.
When suddenly i dislike someone because something, it’s really hard for me to become “normal” to them. For me it feels like get up in the morning when it’s cold and already covered by a blanket.
7. I use to have bad feelings to anyone.
When i met someone new, i always have bad feeling to them. When i was thinking about someone, there was always bad thoughts inside it.
8. Never give up.
Thats what my father always told me. And he always proves it to me. Now, when i want something, i always give all of my effort for it. And before i have what i want, i will not stop.
9. I love driving.
Something about driving and engines make me calm.
10. I’m afraid of darkness.
I said that u like to sleep, but every time i sleep, i never turn the light off. Darkness makes my heart to beat faster than it should. Darkness makes me feel like there is something or someone that i can’t see was there.
Here is my opinion..
Creative people have a great deal of physical energy, but they’re also often quiet and at rest.
- Of course they have a lot of physical energy because they are creative people and usually creative people use their entire body to be the subject of their creativity or even the object of it. If they are also quiet, it means they want to tell everyone that quietness doesn’t mean they don’t have anything in their minds to be done.
Creative people tend to be smart yet naive at the same time.
- They don’t have anything to fear of to be tried.
Creative people combine playfulness and discipline, or responsibility and irresponsibility.
- It is not just for the creative people, I think it depends on the people that u think qualified in the criteria of creativity is. I think there are no criteria of creativity, so I think that there is also no reason to say it just for the creative people.
Creative people alternate between imagination and fantasy, and a rooted sense of reality.
- Everyone has imagination, but only people with creativity who try to make it become reality with their sense of fantasy.
Creative people tend to be both extroverted and introverted.
- Sometimes creative people want to fulfill their social needs even sometimes their social needs become their road block of their imagination or fantasy. That’s why they tend to be both extroverted and introverted.
Creative people are humble and proud at the same time.
- Creative people are proud because they invent something that anyone else never thinks before, and creative people are humble after they invented something that anyone else never thinks before. That’s what keeps them to produce something new in their life.
Creative people, to an extent, escape rigid gender role stereotyping
- Fair enough.
Creative people are both rebellious and conservative.
- Creative people are conservatives in their way of making something that anyone think it’s impossible, and their way of making it is what makes them to be called rebellious.
Most creative people are very passionate about their work, yet they can be extremely objective about it as well
- Yes, they are very passionate because there are always new challenges for them in their work, because creative people tend to think out of the box. Without objectivity their work will just become at their box, not out of their box.
Creative people’s openness and sensitivity often exposes them to suffering and pain, yet also to a great deal of enjoyment.
- No pain, no gain.
So, in the end I think that creative people just want to be different and same at the same time. Because however, they still live at the same world as ours. I think those paradox are just a picture that told us of how the creative people want to live usually like common people with their difference way of thinking, how they want to combine the uncommon things and how they want to prove the impossible become possible.
